I'VE MOVEDD TO LIVEJOURNAL (:
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math is boring econs is killing and chem is everything but good. i got so bored. i started an LJ account. yipdeedooo. livejournal
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yesterdays pitch training was good. its been a long long time since i last touched my hockey stick. it feels really good to exercise again. heh. and it really hurts too. but gosh. i say.. the weather really sucked. its still good anyhow.
went back for investiture today. get this. theres no more pmb. its a whole new students council. yeah yeah. its so different now. its like a merger. woooo. and theyre split into four thingys. anw.. it feels oh so good to be back there but damn its super hot in a bright blue blazar. saw the teachers the juniors. saw the food ! hahahaha ! its really nice. nothing really changed, except the people there. the faces arent that familiar anymore. haha. but oh wells. and yes ! im so proud to be from stnicks. singing the school song never felt so good. haha !
AND GO FOR FIESTA ! everyone is asking everyone to buy tickets. but go back ! woohoo. and run ! woohoo. for a brand new stnicks. (:
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oh yes and jordan tan. its really nice talking to you again after such a long time. :D
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AH ! I MISS ALL OF YOU SO MUCH. SITTING MY ASS IN THE HOUSE EVERYDAY IS JUST DRIVINIG ME NUTS.
i miss the old times we had in school. running around the school block. up and down looking for seniors blah blah blah without shoes. without belt. and then finally in secfour. it was to the toilet and next door. the good food we had in the canteen. the pink classrooms filled with laughter and absolute horrible noise. i miss the sea of blue. i miss the retardedly painted classrooms. i miss the horrible table arrangement. i miss sneaking food into class. i miss sleeping in class. the times where you knew its safe to sleep. cos everyone else is doing it too. you turn left right front back. you'll only find heads on the table. smiling away in dream land. HAHA ! doing morning jog. can you believe it ? i act miss running ard the track. haha ! with music being played. with the familiar faces running past you. and woohoo. the fried food days. damn the stinking lines. but what the hell. who gives shit when theres good food. when you walk around the oh so biggggg school. you see the most familiar faces beaming smiles right straight at your face. when exams are around the corner. the night study peroids. the early dismissal forms. all the 'sick' faces. HAHAHAHHAH ! and the pe lessons. woohoo. who wants to hear jaime ? ME ! and hahahah ! 4justice. tsk tsk. why does everyone keep falling down regardless of what we're playing. and have you ever heard of secfours running around the big half grassless field playing CATCHING ?! FREEZE AND MELT ?! JACOBS LADDER ?! HAHAHHAHAHAH !
working is kinda cool. esp when you work with the people ive worked with. its a once in a lifetime experience. noone else will ever get to experience it. going back there without you guys will be so different. but too bad. all of you are so old. olddies ! ((: HAHAHAHAHA !
who knew moving on to jc would be so tough. who knew leaving everything behind would be so difficult. the start of jc life sucked big time. but i grew to love the school the ppl. i saw how people around you could care so much even though they didnt really know you. the seniors the friends. it didnt matter that my closest friends werent there with me. i found the next bestest thing ! HAHA !i found my cousin. i found 1T15. our shitty last row huh. always giving so much stinking problems. the stupid bread and everything. the talking and talking. the sleeping. the i have no idea what we can be doing. the madness. the tennis the hockey the captains ball the broom fights. HAHAHAHA ! the screaming the laughing the drama-ing. the chasing each other around block c. the noisy ppl playing touch downstairs. the destroyying of everything you can find in the classroom. the really long string of perrys words. the vegetarian mee. the desperate yong. HAHAHHAHA ! its quite amazing what three months can give you. and the really horrible looking hockey sticks. HAHHHAHA ! those that were stinky and half gone. HAHAHA ! the running around with camille. it was so much fun playing hockey. it was fun running around screaming. hahahhaa. defenders trying to get a tan ? the last man getting a tan while the match was on ? HAHHAHAHAH ! what nonsense. and i just love sneaking out with them ! HAHA ! and them stupid shit heads. went to island creamery without me ! AHHHHH ! team mates huh ? classmates huh ? thanks alot. hahaha !
lucky thing i still get to see ssg quite abit. hahahaha. even though its like totally limited time. but wtf. its quality not quantity. (:
EH PERRY KOH AND JORDAN TAN ! PROMOTE PROMOTE ! theres no four year jc course ok ! all the best for subs tmr ! i miss you guys like shit hell. we must all be happy people at the end of the year alright ? (:
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why is everyone so stinking annoying ?????????? then again maybe its just me. but wtfffffff.
i hate this. i stinking hate this. this is a fcuking waste of my time. DAMN !
even though ive kinda learnt how to more or less accept the stinking fact that im where i am. i still kinda really hate it. and i still miss all my friends like hell alot. ): damn. i dont get why cant i move all of you hereeee.
LIFE SUCKS. damnit.
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LAST NIGHT JAIME WAS A HAPPY GIRL BECAUSE OF some anonymous handsome guy. HAHAHAAHAHA ! BUT BECAME A HAPPIER GIRL EVEN THOUGH SHE WASNT A HAPPY GIRL BUT ACTUALLY SHE WAS A HAPPY GIRL SHE WASNT NOT A HAPPY GIRL AND YES SHE WAS A HAPPY GIRL UNTIL NOW.
BAHHH. THAT WAS SO POINTLESS. YOU NEH NEH YOU BETTER BE HAPPY I TYPED THIS. HAHAHAHAHA ! AND ALL THE BEST FOR TMRS PAPER !!!!! ((:
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get your pooholes off my back ! ARGH ! how !#$@$^@$% annoying ! damn it !
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JAIME IS A SAD GIRL. BUT YESTERDAY SHE WAS A HAPPY GIRL. NOT QUITE. WHAT THE HELL. I DONT MAKE SENSE. ALFALKDJFAKLFJ.
I SAW A PRETTY RAINBOW TODAY ! IN FACT ! I SAW TWO ! HAHAHA ! LUCKY ME ! WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THAT ? BUT TODAY IS SO GOD DAMN BORING. WATCHED MR WOODCOCK. STH LIKE THAT. DAMN LAME. WASTE TIME.
DAMN. AND AND AND I WENT TO GET MY PULLOVER YESTERDAY ! YIPEEE ! ((: MUMMY BROUGHT ME TO VIVO ! WOOHOO. SHOPPPPING ! AND I SAW WEI AND TWINNIE ! I WANT PLAY TOO !!!
UNFAIR. DAMN UNFAIR. EVERYONES HAVING FUN BUT ME ! THISSSSS SUCKS BIG TIME ! DAMN IT. IM GOING TO BECOME FAT AND UGLY AND STUPID AND BORING AND LIFELESS. EEEEEEEEEEEEEE. SUCKS. DAMN.
SHIT. JAIMES BORED. JAIMES HUNGRY. JAIME HATES EATING. BUT LOVES EATING. :/
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yipeeee ! so i managed to go for the bbq at my house cos i fell asleep on my work. ((: yay.
anw... some of my classmates like mytopfriend has made me realised that ajcians arent all that bad. theres a good side ! HAHA ! (: too bad i only just realised it. but i still miss my cj mates man. and thanks for helping me clear up guys ! ((:
AND ASHHHH ! I MISS YOU ! THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME THIS AFTERNOON !! ((: ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR COMING EXAMS ! WE'LL GO OUT AFTER IM DONE WITH EXAMS ! :D
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yipeee chinese A's are overrrr ! woohoo ! i THOUGHT it was doable. hahaha. not bad la. for once i didnt feel like it was a total disaster. (:
so shitty pangsai ive got retest from 26-28 dec. thanks to it. i have like totally no holiday and i cant even attend my cousinS wedding dinnerssss. like wth. imagine all the good food i'll be missing out on. damn. and i havent seen them in ages la. alamak. stupid exam. but thank god for the exam. or i'll have to sit my ass in aj for another year. :/
so lets hope i can get promoted and get 5special holiday days. woohoo ! i cant wait for it to end. yipeeee.
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Im not the only one who should be blamed. Its your bloody fault too. If you had stopped sticking youre bloody ass into my life none of this would have happened. So you think I was praying for such an outcome ? don’t be a dickhead. So now you make it sound like its all my fault. Im sorry for being fucking stupid. Stupid enough to tell the truth. I’ve learnt how not to trust. Honesty is not the best policy. It’s called stupidity.
Im sorry that you’re too blind to see anything good I’ve done. What do you say when I do anything right ? nothing ! when I do sth wrong. Thanks for the fucked up words. I so need it. If perfections what you want. Then sorry ! you’re never going to find it in me ! I’m stupid and I cant get anything right. So don’t put anymore of your shitty hopes on me. I felt like I let you down. Now I feel like damn who gives a fuck anyway. You think you’re always right. You always know best. NEWSFLASH ! you don’t. accept that. As much as I am accepting the fact that I’ve bloody brainless accept the fact that you aren’t always right. Learn how to put your fucking pride down. The world doesn’t just revolve around you.
I’m feeling more fucked up than ever. I don’t need you to add to any of it. But nvm. You alr did. So wtf. AH ! and if I’m an embarrassment then I’m sorry. I never did what to be a part of this world. and again. It’s your stinking fault. You are like everyone else. Nothing more than that. Not when it comes to knowing me.
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can you see little miss grumps with two little miss sunshines ?? :D today no sun. oh wells. im still going to swim anw. YEAH ! :D
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YAY YIPEE YAY YAY YAY !
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you guys are like little stars in my life. for some reason you guys never fail to make me smile. doesnt matter what you do. the smallest things you do can brighten up my day ! :D you have no idea how thankful i am to have gotten a chance to know all of you. I LOVE YOU !
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BOY OH BOY OH BOY.
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today is nooooot a good day.
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flew down to ECP today for our CDP ! yay. coolness. i like. hahahaha ! patrick starfish. my love. woohoo. i really really like ! it was damn fun ! and i didnt burn ! yay yay yay !
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